Lin?: Freaking painful.

Now i understood why they mentioned 'we have to learn something from the case'. Shouldn't be trusted someone or anyone too much. I knew that, nearly going crazy yesterday night. I cried, it was a late night that time. Special feeling when someone is listening to you thru the phone. nearly one hour phone call, thanks fruitypeople. I really hope u won't hide something from me next time. or even there's something happen and u keep it in your heart. I fucking hate this kind of fucking feeling. Well, two of my slippers came to my house just now and had a leisure talk, so that i won't feel unhappy. It's really useful, thanks for the general comfort. Are the taroballs delicious? :x

Maybe this is the first time i met this kind of situation? I shouldn't be so stupid, i have to mark up my EQ. I knew, i shouldn't make everyone unhappy. I do..I really do. I can't stand out now, i think i should make myself stronger. get prepare for myself. I want back my smiley face. Maybe sometimes i looks happy, actually i don't. I want back the previous me. I want back everything. Now im typing like a stupid lady. tears all over the computer desk. It had been how long i didn't cry for so many times continuously? Or it really hurts? I told myself that i need to think widely. and now? like what? :\. Or i should bang the wall once, so that i can really wake up?

I typed this is not like i want to attract other peoples' attention. This is my feeling. I never see myself so ugly in the mirror before, even my friend said.. it's really weird to see me like this. Finally, Banana is fallen.. I don't know what i have to say about that, but just .. can u just watch out? big sighs. I'm tired.

Special thanks to my slippers. Thanks for accompany me for the half day, thanks for hearing me saying what i wanted to say. thanks..!