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Sunday, April 8, 2012

08042012


Hey guys! I've been neglecting this blog for some time, really sorry for my laziness which delays me to update this blog. :x, ohwell, i had a haircut just now cos i cant stand with my bangs. it looks ewwwwwwwww.. interupts me all day long, not long not short. it's hanging! New hair style is totally different from my previous hairstyle and i like this more actually. when i stepped in the hair salon, i feel bad.

First, i went in at 11 o'clock. and my aunt recommended this hair salon to me, so this is my very first time to have a haircut there. and one of the barber is quite suckssssss cos i required another barber to help me. he told me that he can cut because he's also a professional, and he insists. but, my aunt say there were two barbers which simply cut ppl's hair, and HE IS ONE OF IT. i dont want to argue about it so i went back home and prepare to depart to grandma's house.

I went back to that salon at 2.30pm. Luckily the barber which i want him to help me to cut is there, and i sat down. I told him to design a new and suit hairstyle for me so that i dont feel bored with my hair. after half an hour, my hair is done and this is how it looks like. :D


It is exactly same with top picture. the first picture is i tied up my hair and the second one is the original one. quite satisfied with this hairstyle cos i wont feel bored heeeheeeeeh. :)

Time to talk about my recent life cos i dont really feel im happy like the way i am last year. stress all over me. Im a big girl now and i always control myself not to cry in the midnight. i used to cry in the midnight cos everyone was in a dream. Sometimes i dont like getting ignored, cos when i feel something in my heart i dont even have a partner to talk with. so one day i chatting with one of my friend and i feel so comfortable. thanks <3 My life keep going on and there will be some colourful days for me to pass on to my other friend who feel sad everyday. Sharing is love. :p 

I dont like to tolerate with some people who never care about me before. I cant stand the feel when i was about to tell u something but i can't, but i have to tolerate in many ways which i dont like. stop asking me whether isit you or whatever, some of my feelings are my privacies.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

原來

昨晚我去了親戚家吃晚餐,有幾個擁有雞屁股嘴巴的親戚諷刺。
初初一說我都笑著帶過,哪裡知道,他們一開始的話題都會拉我進去。
明顯地諷刺我。
我也不知道我有這麼多東西給人家諷刺= =
我一定要達到我的目標,讓你們跌破眼鏡!

最近,跟媽的關係都很不好
昨晚也談了心事,才知道原來我媽這麼想
剛好,我的想法就是和媽媽的不一樣
所以都一直起爭執

昨晚,我大哭了一場
哭得眼鏡都腫了紅了,甚至流下的眼淚有一點紅
難道哭出血了?:O
哭到走路都沒力,更不用說上樓梯
其實我也不太清楚我昨晚到底是怎麼了
我只知道我一直哭一直哭一直哭
一直抓頭髮一直覺得很累一直覺得人生很煩
昨晚,我崩潰了。

原來,我本身也不知道我有這麼多心事
難怪我每次都一直覺得自己怪怪的
那種無形的壓力,我自己都沒有發覺, 笨蛋=3=

原來,別人口中’堅強的洪碩琳‘也有崩潰的一天
無論如何事情都過去了,從新出發吧!:)